A gentle honking comes from the watchers as the male neck stretches to its height. The watchers are not worried yet, just a warning as I pass by. The Canada geese line the damp fields grazing in the multitude of bugs, grubs and other strange foods.
The corn dried and cut, the field sprouts some type of grass and the geese are in heaven.
As I come nearer, they move up the field away from me. As they waddle in unison, the white patch on the back of their tail feathers swing back and forth. I am not cause for too much alarm.
They do not fly…content to see me walk farther and farther down the road.
The cows stop grazing and watch me. I find this abnormal, for they never seem curious.
On the other hand, if the horses were in the upper field, they would all lift their heads and look. They are always curious.
The bees nuzzle sluggishly.
The chicory dies, but still brilliant blue in color.
Leaves flutter slowly to the ground, in all shapes and colors. Damp and dragged down by gravity, they swirl their last dance for me.
No leaf waves today, the morning is still damp with fog.
We have not see frost yet, not even close. There are few crisp and crunching leaves, and color slowly changes to not quite so brilliant.
Someone’s mind desensitized, turned toward evil and took many lives. This is not television anymore; it’s our daily life.
Someone else will inevitably say it’s God’s judgment on another “sin city”, but it’s not that at all.
Deep in the earth, hot molten bubbles and heaves, churning to an end. Under pressure places break loose, and earthquakes tremble and break open the earth. People die. Not only from earthquakes, forest fires, and hurricanes. People are dying everyday, and instead of searching for the answers, we put the blame on someone else. While we continue to ask why, the answer is smack right in front of us and we still refuse to believe it.
Let’s be honest: How much longer will the earth contain us? How much longer before it is over? Isn’t this what we are all thinking?
Mostly we blame God for not stopping the madness. “If he really loved people…”
But he does love…as he has always loved.
The point of all life is this: God gave humans their own choice. That’s how much he loved. He doesn’t want servants, robots or slaves…he wants relationship.
Don’t think for a moment this is retaliation from God because we aren’t obeying the rules. He cries at our rushing, our grabbing, our blaming and our hate.
He has patience we can’t begin to comprehend. He is incredibly compassionate. While he sees all, hurts from it all, he waits as if life will go on forever. He waits for us; he waits for love in return. He is beyond our imagination.
Is this so hard to believe?
When we see our own limitations, and those of others, is it so hard to believe there is the Almighty God who is unfathomable?
In my mind I imagine: There is a slithering death snake that haunts the whole earth hiding in plain sight to bite and devour any one of us who is unsuspecting. While our calendars are full of what we call life, and we can’t spare a moment of our time to rest, the snake strikes. He’s not going away anytime soon.
Each deadly day of more shootings, each moment of chronic physical pain, each day passes with a hole in the stomach from hunger, and someone’s shelter has been blown away…the hope fades…
God says I Am here. I’ve always been here. I will always be here. Don’t think for a moment we can put blame on Him, since we have turned away.
There are no government programs, no gun control, and no laws that will stop this madness. Man will go on trying to control, but in controlling, he loses.
Turn back, listen for the voice of the One who loved first, created all, and let yourself be enveloped in His arms of grace.
Don’t fear in these times of sadness, don’t blame God or others, and don’t hide yourself behind text messaging. Find life in the One in which life resides.
“Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you’ll recover your life. I’ll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.”
Matthew 11:28-30 The Message
Jesus *said to him, “Iamtheway, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father but through Me.